I found out today that my cousin died of Leukemia. I feel so sad for his family. He has a wife and kids and I am close to his father. I wish I could do something to help them. Is there anything you would suggest? He was such a nice guy and looked just like his dad. I wish this didn't happen to him. I don't think it has really hit me yet that he's dead. I found out in a note. When I read that he died I asked another family member to read the note to me again to make sure I had read the note correctly. I had unfortunately read it correctly. "Oh,no!" I said to myself. It reminded me of when I got an email saying my friend had miscarried but now it was a member of my own family. He had been trying to get a bone marrow transplant but I don't know the full details quite yet.I swear I would have given him my own bone marrow if I could have!! I had to write this somewhere. Thanks for reading.