I don't know if anyone comes here or not but I thought I would write about my depression.
Is it seasonal since we are still having winter? I don't think so.
I just want to stay in the house. I have no desire to do anything. I haven't been to my woman's group in months. I'm afraid that I'll be kicked out if I don't start going but every Monday I change my mind and not go. The meetings are held on Mondays.
I'm tired of the meds not working. Maybe I'll feel like this for the rest of my life. Always changing meds. This new pdoc is trying the same meds that I have been on before. I just give up and try them again. My pdoc said I would be on my meds for the rest of my life. That depressed me even more. I watch other people get off their meds and lead a normal life. I want that.
It's it weird that I really have no reason to be depressed. My life is just fine. There is no stress. The family tries hard to make everything o.k. I don't feel like it's o.k. I feel like I'm missing something.
My friends have moved on to other things in their careers. I don't have anything in common with them since I'm not working. We get together and I really have nothing to talk about. I miss working.
Sorry that I went on and on about nothing important.
Is it seasonal since we are still having winter? I don't think so.
I just want to stay in the house. I have no desire to do anything. I haven't been to my woman's group in months. I'm afraid that I'll be kicked out if I don't start going but every Monday I change my mind and not go. The meetings are held on Mondays.
I'm tired of the meds not working. Maybe I'll feel like this for the rest of my life. Always changing meds. This new pdoc is trying the same meds that I have been on before. I just give up and try them again. My pdoc said I would be on my meds for the rest of my life. That depressed me even more. I watch other people get off their meds and lead a normal life. I want that.
It's it weird that I really have no reason to be depressed. My life is just fine. There is no stress. The family tries hard to make everything o.k. I don't feel like it's o.k. I feel like I'm missing something.
My friends have moved on to other things in their careers. I don't have anything in common with them since I'm not working. We get together and I really have nothing to talk about. I miss working.
Sorry that I went on and on about nothing important.
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