I don't know how to feel , I went home from baby sitting my grandchildren overnight and found him!
I can't get the image out of my head, they had to Baker act him because he left a note which I did not see. I was so busy calling 911 .
He is out now and going to a therapist .i had a major panic attack and was hospitalized for two days, due to heart changes and breathing issues. The physiologist ( sp.) told me to get away from the scene as I was in a PTS situation. I did and now I will go home next week and start my therapy.
How do you get that out of your head, how do you trust ?
How do you start your life over after fifty years.?
I feel like I am slowly drowning. I did not even go for my MRA of my brain aneurysm to have it checked at the one year mark! My B/P went to 181/108 , it s better now but I feel when I get back , I will be high numbers again.
He really meant to do it , he was angry at our special needs grandson.......who then thought he was responsible for it all and wasn't ....then my daughter had o get him to a therapist !
I just needed to get this out or I am going to explode, my emotions are running from anger, to fear to pity and all sorts of feelings in between.
Thanks for listening , GING
I can't get the image out of my head, they had to Baker act him because he left a note which I did not see. I was so busy calling 911 .
He is out now and going to a therapist .i had a major panic attack and was hospitalized for two days, due to heart changes and breathing issues. The physiologist ( sp.) told me to get away from the scene as I was in a PTS situation. I did and now I will go home next week and start my therapy.
How do you get that out of your head, how do you trust ?
How do you start your life over after fifty years.?
I feel like I am slowly drowning. I did not even go for my MRA of my brain aneurysm to have it checked at the one year mark! My B/P went to 181/108 , it s better now but I feel when I get back , I will be high numbers again.
He really meant to do it , he was angry at our special needs grandson.......who then thought he was responsible for it all and wasn't ....then my daughter had o get him to a therapist !
I just needed to get this out or I am going to explode, my emotions are running from anger, to fear to pity and all sorts of feelings in between.
Thanks for listening , GING
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