I have had enough of the emotional and verbal abuse..I am now in my room and weighing my two choices ...yep only two..
I can file for divorce and hope I can find some assistance some how, since I have no money except SS.or since SS isn't enough to live on even on poverty, or choice#2... I may just have to opt for the long dirt nap.
49 years of this and I have nothing. My children are grown with families of their own , small children to raise.my DH has memory issues and has anger issues and was seeing a psychologist, but he said he could not help him anymore. ( at least that is what he said) So today I am very down is an understatement, I am sorry, I just had to vent and get this out of me before I explode, I do not have any other options, so Monday I will see if I can get an appointment with an attorney, and maybe , just maybe he or she can give me some direction. I have been looking for a support group that is free to see if that would lift me up , just having validation about my feelings and to know why these things upset me. Right now...I am a very troubled GING :(