I don't know what hapened I woke in a pit this mornign and cant stop crying.
I am so tired. I hurt and today I realized that we are never going to get ahead. We are always going to be stuck in this financial cess pool. Got paid yesterday and already broke. Did anything get accomplished/ No. Just more of the same, playing catchup with shut off notices. Paying through the nose for gas. Never being able to go anywhere.
I will never be able to have or do the things I want. I will forever be tethered to this miserable state of existence.
I just wish I dint' have to do this anyreore Nothign worse than crushed hope