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    I sit here and started actually dwelling on my appointment with my cardiologist. He said it so quick and so casually that I heard it but it made no impression though it rang out but he kept talking and I was trying to stay focused. 40% blockage in both carotids. I kept hearing it but my mind was sort of blocking it out, the importance of the statement. The impact this is going to and should have on my life. So I Googled. Yep, scared. My mom had both of hers done and the doc who did the surgery butchered her and she had terrible scars on both sides of the neck from her surgery. Almost bled out on the OR table. They had to crawl on top of her to apply enough compression to stop the bleeding. She was so horribly bruised everywhere afterwards.

    I am now officially terrified. I don't know why the doc who ran all of the tests neglected to tell me. He made like everything was fine. This new doc seems to be nicer and more caring and I like him a lot better but I am pissed that the first cardiologist let me believe everything was okay for almost two years. So I sit here and cry while I wait for it to sink in and decide how I am going to tackle this because it needs to be addressed. Immediately.

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    Oooooooooohhhh, Chris --- what a blow, what a SCARY blow. I am so sorry this is happening -- even sorrier that you are facing this mostly alone.
    I am praying for you.

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    chris ,

    i know you were planning to quit smoking. it's probably the most important thing you can do. your health improves so much even within a month of quitting. you're going to have to quit if you decide to have surgery. give yourself a health-start and do it asap.

    i think you said your mom smoked, too, but she also drank. the combination makes things synergistically worse, maybe why your mom had such a bad outcome to her surgery. you don't drink, so that's a good thing.

    here is a link to 3 types of surgery you can discuss with your doctor: https://newsnetwork.mayoclinic.org/d...arotid-artery/ you mentioned dyslipidemia in a previous post. perhaps discussing a statin drug with your cardio doc, if you aren't on one, would help. another discussion you could have is if a combination of quitting smoking, going on a diet and a statin plus maybe aspirin would be an alternative to surgery. it's probably going to be your rx after surgery. i don't know if having a 40% blockage in both arteries means you can't do anything short of surgery to make it better.

    dunno why the first doc seemed so nonchalant, but chris, you have to know you have probs if you had a heart attack in your 50's. i'm not trying to be mean, but you know you take care of everybody and everything before yourself. you have not loved yourself at full capacity! there is a diet called the DASH diet for hypertension. it looks like a sustainable plan.

    you know we are all in your corner. so many people are ready to support you. it's hard. it's scary. it's life or death now. really.

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    ok...9/1. i read this article: https://newsnetwork.mayoclinic.org/d...otid-arteries/ i'm interpreting it to mean that 40% blockage is noot yet a moderate blockage. you haven't mentioned symptoms, so you could be asymptomatic. maybe this bodes well for the cardio doc to do aggressive therapy less than surgery. i hope so.
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    ((((((Chris)))))) ~

    This is overwhelming news for you, and you need a little time to process it, as well as make a plan. As Jeannie said, it's time for you to make yourself the number one priority.

    When is your next appointment with your new cardiologist? I suggest that you make a list of questions to ask him at that appointment, including why your first cardiologist didn't tell you about the 40% blockage, and also ask whether the blockage could be less or the same now. New testing seems to be in order, before anything is done.

    Ask your new cardio what kind of surgery you will need, other alternatives, as Jeannie mentioned, and what you can do for yourself to improve your condition.

    In fact, call his office and make an appointment for this purpose, if you don't have one scheduled.

    Stewing about what might be and could happen is not healthy nor helpful to you. Ask questions and get straight answers, so that you know the facts and aren't wondering or guessing.

    We're here for you. You're in my prayers. Stay strong and be your own best advocate.

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    red hot pepper and or mexican food could clear arteries maybe
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    brown rice and green tea might help-i dont like doctor shows or med ads now -they stress me out
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    reading too much medical info could be bad -dont smoke and eat right and maybe only a little red wine is ok i pray youre ok
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    Thank you clouds for the advice. You are right watching and reading too much medical info can be a huge stressor. I didn't know about the mexican food but I do not a lot of spices and herbs they use are beneficial.

    As for questions to ask the doc, all I can think to ask is the how do we fix it and why wasn't I told last year. I don't know what to ask.

    I am so scared, I found a whole plethora on things through Google. Most of what I am finding is prevention and ways to keep it from getting worse, there really is no way to reverse it that I am finding except for surgery. I am hoping it does not come to that. All I can think about is quitting smoking. Ha lol, I was just getting ready to buy a new cigarette roller. I haven't had a whole cigarette in days, maybe a week.

    Last night I thought of all the things I need to do to prepare myself for quitting smoking, the mind set, then I thought how nice it would be to just get up and throw everything away and have that be it. This sucks enough to drive me to tears. Who cries over quitting smoking.

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    chris ,

    why not just throw everything away and have that be it?

    it's going to suck quitting whether you do it in 5 minutes or get into the "mind-set" for quitting. what is your mind-set for quitting process? i really want to know. i know you understand this is serious and life threatening. what i don't understand is why not just quit now? you know what it was like watching your mom die, the grief after, the missing your mom still. you don't want to do this to your boys.

    you know, all the years my husband was drinking, i asked him to quit. i asked him to go get help. i cooked healthy food. he got a check-up every year. then we separated. i watched him go downhill with his eating habits, not moving around enough, getting a-fib. hte kids didn't say much to him, maybe my younger daughter did when they lived together the last 4 yrs. of his life. all i got was denial, that he had everything under control. i realized adults have free will. at a certain point, people will do what they want to do, oblivious to the consequences coming. and who was i to tell him what to do? i loved him. it didn't matter. he had 3 great kids. it didn't matter. the addiction was stronger than any love he had, even for himself. it makes me incredibly sad, still.

    so, come on, chris. please quit. get a group together of former smokers. smoker's anonymous. ask if you can call them anytime you feel an urge to light a cigarette. i volunteer to be on your list. i smoked. i was an emotional eater. i beat both addictions. eating was harder than smoking for me. once i lost the craving for cigarettes, i never even wanted to light up. i still deal with the eating part everyday, though because you have to eat, just not the way i used to.

    don't cry, pull up your big girl panties and do it!

    written with much care and empathy and love,
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    ((((((Chris)))))) ~

    Perhaps you could start here:

    https://nicotine-anonymous.org/

    I don't know whether this would help or make it harder, but if you can find a pure CBD oil vape, with nothing but CBD oil in it, that would probably be the safest substitute for the habit, the oral needs, of smoking.

    Praying for you!

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