this has been a bad YE AR FOR ME first, find I over my had w/ CC, thrn my partner gets even sicker and then dies (I don't like pretty words, like passed on, etc), my ptsd has me waking in a sweat, screaming. my psyc. has me diagnosed with major depression, I drink too much, I rip my hand open (Right, dominant of course) no lawyer wants to touch it (the family that owns the establishment (OWNS MOST OF THIS TOWN). I have t]o take on a boarder (the thought horrifys me) and then I makr a huge mistake, no details s I could be in deep s---. I wound up in fear for my life, had things stolen, cane and phone - and get this- have friends mad at me becacause I drpped off the radar with no phone. If thet cared so much, they knw where I live and hang out- the Moose -Some Friends? I have troublr rven deiding what rom to give up but I have made that decision - Cynthia,s and my room wil stay the sme - my computer will fit in there - God I miss her, peoplr tell me iy will get better - WHEN? SORRY THIS IS LONG BUT I AM VERY ANGRY RIGHT NOW. I know this part of the process but does not make it rasier.
Thanks for listening to me vent. finaly, why does everyonr want me to srll my house - have no inyenyion of doing so
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got to go - this forum almost lost what I sent an hour on
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alex44
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Thanks for listening to me vent. finaly, why does everyonr want me to srll my house - have no inyenyion of doing so
blessings
got to go - this forum almost lost what I sent an hour on
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alex44
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