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It's a bit after six, I don't mind getting up about this time, I feel like it is time I have to myself but in reality even with Jared here I pretty much have all day to myself lol.

Yesterday not too bad emotionally. CJ got me out of the house for an errand and for me to get my meds and a couple other things I needed to pick up. I really wish he would understand that his humor is cutting instead of humorous. It is always at someone else's expense. Kind of hard to be thinking, 'I can't ...

in the show I am not feeling too bad. I have gotten over the fact that I will not be going anywhere this weekend. Another holiday spent at home because of either car or money. Tomorrow we will cook out with Brennifer and kids. Hopefully it doesn't rain though it is supposed to.

Okay, me. my morning is becoming more routine when it comes to meds, vits, and bed making. Still have to take a still moment for gratitude and remind myself to brush my teeth. It's because I have my smokes and ...

Slept in today, that doesn't happen often. Stayed up reading until almost midnight. Went to the bathroom at 8 then climbed back in bed until after 10. Woke and said my gratitude prayer. took my meds and vits. All the critters have been taken care of. I think my withdrawal is abating which means I will have a period adjustment again when I start taking the meds again. That will be today hopefully. I called my cardio and they didn't even question me. Usually my primary takes care of it but the asshats ...

It's nearly three in the a.m. and I could not go back to sleep, brain in high gear as soon as I get up to pee. I wake about this time every night but usually go right back to bed. If I didn't have the need to pee I would still be sleeping, not true, if I didn't have a cigarette when I got up it would be easier to go to sleep.

Thinking of just deleting all of this cause I don't think it really falls under the 'blog' category. More like a personal journal and that doesn't categorize ...

I slept in today, felt good. Meds check, vitamins check, bed made check, mama and babies check, Dash out check, blogging well i'm here. No appts today. I need to add something new to my routine. I am finding it hard to remember to brush my teeth and when I do remember I am in the middle of something and think to myself that I will do it as soon as I am done with this but then I forget again. Going to have to do it first thing like I use to. Precoffee lol. I will do it, it is too big a thing for ...