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Chris is babbling again.

trying to change my life one thing at a time

  1. Feeling kind of

    optimistic. Christmas has been bought for though not what I really wish I am satisfied I have done the best I could. My tree has been replaced by a very cute bright plastic santa bear thanks to the cats. It is a satisfying replacement and less work for me. I have food in the larder for Christmas dinner. I have transportation that I like. I have accepted that it is not pretty but it is once I get in it. Kind of like buying an ugly tree then when you decorate it is lovely. Not that I am the ...

    Updated 12-22-2019 at 04:07 AM by houghchrst

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  2. Haven't even touched on

    my pain levels lately. I had my back injections, L4, L5, S1 and am getting about 60% resting relief. If I do short bursts of work then rest I can get a few things done. But what started out as fibro in my upper back, trapezius muscles and super sensitive vertebrae at C7, T1, T2 has now turned into out and out agony. It is focused on those vertebrae and spreading out across my lower and upper shoulder muscles. It hurts to move my arms. The only time it does not cause me severe agony is arms down ...

    Updated 12-15-2019 at 06:03 AM by houghchrst

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  3. Seems I have

    survived Thanksgiving. Me, Jared, Brandon and my brother Damon who always comes on the holidays. Got everything I needed for a thanksgiving dinner from a local food bank and had to spend very little on extras. I did make that apple galette that Jared bugged me about and it turned out wonderfully. I learned that you can keep apples turning color during baking process by substituting honey for the lemon juice. I forgot the lemon juice when shopping but had honey. Turned out lovely. So I have heard ...
  4. I heard this today

    "I started to feel like a broken person and I began to lose all hope." and I felt it. Therefore I am stuck doing nothing. I am broken. I am tired. I am depressed no matter whether I accomplish anything or not. Do I get any satisfaction from completing projects? Yes. But it is short lived because every undone thing comes crashing in. They nag me, "why can't you do this or that". I have important stuff that needs tending to. This car thing is killing me. I am desperate to get out. ...

    Updated 11-22-2019 at 09:57 AM by houghchrst

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  5. I definitely am not

    liking the Trintillex. Think I am going to ask to discontinue and maybe not taking anything in the morning except my Neurontin. It is making me lethargic, lazy, uninterested in anything. My depression is not bad but it is because I am numb. I can't even cry when I need to. I went from one extreme to the other. so my anxiety is high because I sit here on the puter thinking instead of doing. Planning to discuss discontinuing the trintellix in the morning and the Latuda at night. Titrate down and try ...

    Updated 11-21-2019 at 06:53 AM by houghchrst

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