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  1. went back and looked

    through my first three entries and wow was I feeling ambitious. Wonder was it mania, desperation, now I blog through depression and pain. I need to find my way back to that. Andy holy smokes if it ain't been over a year. My God time flies. I feel like I have sunk in a pit since then. My lists have stopped because my pain is so bad that I can do only the bare minimum, clean bathroom, living room, kitchen. Not all at the same time. I go to PT and that's it. I have packed up my meds to go to the ...
  2. Took my last

    Trintellix yesterday. I have done every other day for the last two weeks and I figure about another month it should be out of my system. I can feel it, I am more energetic, I can cry lol if I feel like it, and I don't feel so much like a lump.

    I have been reminded me that one of the main reasons I started this blog was because I wanted to change some things in my life and in order to begin that I want/need to get my house in order. Literally, then in doing so I can expand that to my
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  3. My pain rules

    my life at this moment. I sit here considering going to the ER because I am pretty sure there is something seriously wrong. The pain is radiating up the side of my neck and into my head so I have a constant headache.

    Went to the ER here. Pain was just too bad. They did an xray and found nothing thank God. Gave me a shot of morphine which took forever to work and script for Baclofen. I just use my Zanaflex instead as it is stronger and seems to work better. I never thought I would say
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  4. Yay! The holidays

    are over and I survived. Even got out of making New Years dinner I had planned. Glorious McDonalds. A rare treat these days. Suggested by the manchild. Planned bacon cheese dogs but after nap just wasn't feeling it. Slowly taking down the Christmas decor. There is not a lot.

    My Sweet Sadie is in Kitty City hopefully to be adopted soon. She will be there for a month. She is so sweet I wouldn't be surprised if a foster adopted her.

    My quitting smoking today has already failed.
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    Updated 01-03-2020 at 04:50 AM by houghchrst

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    Chris is babbling again.
  5. Feeling kind of

    optimistic. Christmas has been bought for though not what I really wish I am satisfied I have done the best I could. My tree has been replaced by a very cute bright plastic santa bear thanks to the cats. It is a satisfying replacement and less work for me. I have food in the larder for Christmas dinner. I have transportation that I like. I have accepted that it is not pretty but it is once I get in it. Kind of like buying an ugly tree then when you decorate it is lovely. Not that I am the ...

    Updated 12-22-2019 at 04:07 AM by houghchrst

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    Chris is babbling again.
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